Free/Friend/Today. i don't know.
but i feel so free now.
as in emotionally.
the past few weeks.. i felt soo low.
all over one guy.
then, out of no where.
the low-ness feeling just disappeared.
maybe its a realization of reality.
i don't know.
but now, i feel no need to be so low.
it's nice to feel happy and free again.
(:
but.. what i'm not sure is..
do i still like like him?
am i still waiting for him?
so.. complicating.
i don't know if this means i am over him
and that i am moving on.
but all i know is that i want to be happy.
all i know is that being sad and low
doesn't help the situation.

but i am disappointed in him.
no man has the right to lead a girl on.
and not answer his feelings to her.
oh well.
i still like him as it was
from the start of the friendship.
and he's still my friend.
i like the way we were at the start.
so. can we restart? (:

i guess i learn from the past.
not to let go of a special friendship
over such a situation.
cause i know i will regret it.
bwa~

smile people. (:
cause life is worth smiling for.
thanks to the people who love&care for you.

emo days are over.
hahahaha..
im retarded. i know.
:P

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dear friend(s).
i know we are humans.
and feelings are easily swayed.
but at the stage you are at,
and the way you behave,
i have to say you are wrong.
if you are a boyfriend or girlfriend,
do know your limits and boundaries.
to avoid all the misunderstandings
that could shake your relationship/friendship.
im saying this,
cause i care for you.
cause i know you are wrong
so im pointing it out to you.
i may not know everything
but as far as i know,
this is wrong and you are wrong.
if you think otherwise,
tell me so, explain to me.
like i said, let's avoid the misunderstandings.
my words may hurt you,
but do understand,
it's for your own good
and cause i care and love you much.

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today.
started off with a rough start to the day.
horrible.
i feel so guilty that i could cry.
im so sorry, nenekies. :(
haiz.

project should be over soon.
come on, get it over with.
holidays are like sooo calling for me.
aigoh.
Pretty much blissful & happy. ♥
@10:30 PM