Classic

a memoriable song from the old days.
little cutesy primary school innocence.
(:

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@6:04 PM

Bored. guess who just added me up at facebook?
abid!
ery, ida, joti, fiqahh.. remember him??
awww.. i missed him.
hahaha!

today i am officially bored.
maybe i should try a sleep marathon.
hahahaa..

people, call me out please!
well, to places that does not need money please.
im 99% broke!
even with my pay.
-____________-"
sentosa is a huge temptation at the moment.

the mind say this.
the heart say that.

3rd edited version.
hahahaha..
yesha!
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@2:48 PM

no, im not emo.
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@11:05 PM

Back. oh the horrible past 3 days without internet at home.
haha..
it was pure boredom!
this shows so much.
i depend on the net too much!
i should try not too~
mmm..
but the internet is back!
i suspect starhub wants to play cheat.
stupid.
ishk.

but seriously, i was so bored.
i could go back to sleep after waking up, and bathing.
then, wake up to eat.
hahaha!
no life.

but, i did went out.
practically everyday, except on sun.
sun, i was being a good girl.
staying at home.
for once.
hahahaa..
other days i had fun.
too much fun.
that i seriously felt sooooo tired once i got home.
it's like immediate KO once i got home.
hahahaha..

aniways, i want to do a lot of things!
but all need money.
horrible world.
i think im getting my sooo-little-barely-there pay on fri? tonight?
or something.
this sucks.
once april working schedule is out.
i'm super considering on working back at sentosa.
it's fun but..
it's far but..
what other temporary part-time jobs can i go for?
mmm..
any one wants to join?
hehs.

it's coming..
april is coming..
ntu application results..
*cross fingers*
*prays*

- somethings im not proud of..
- undeniable. it's painful to compare..
- the truth is painful at times..
- and boys will be boys..
- my little deep dark secret desire..

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@1:08 AM

sick. im fucked up sick.
and feel all damn horrible.

and i didnt go work for 2 days.
which was only 2 working days for this week.
yesterday one was for family.
today another, i couldn't even get up for work.
damn, there goes my pay.

and it's raining today.
so not helping my mood.
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@6:00 PM

. unconsciously,
i feel like comforting you.
hugging you.
hoping you will be better.

we might be a past.
but you are still a friend.
and i still care much.
hope you are okay.
please be okay.
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@10:58 PM

Friday 13th Surprise Attack. 13march09 (friday) - 14march09 (saturday)


met out with the babes.
fiqah, ery & ida.
on a special secret mission.
out to aloha changi chalet.
for joti's surprise birthday party.
organized by shiva (:
such a charming dude, joti's one lucky woman!
hahaha..

and the surprise party was a super success!
joti's shock expression was priceless.
(:

met up with sudha, shilpee and more of gorgeous humans..
woo..

left soon just as they start opening bottles.
back to walking into the dark spooky roads of changi.
wait for bus and we went on separate ways.
mostly, home.

but i went to ehub.
met up with din, afdal, aisyah & ahiq.
ended up watching them and some more other people i know play bowling.
got home at 4am.

on saturday afternoon.
went out with family to hospital.
visit atok again.
he looks so fragile but better than initial state.
alhamdulillah. amin.
dad had to be a comedian, playing around with the doctor's stethoscope.
and i brought camera.. with no memory card. bodoh.
even atok could share some laughter.
(:

insya' allah atok will get better.
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@10:52 PM

BBQ 11march09 (wednesday)

bittersweet.

the pit was FUNNN.
[fasha ahiq din faiz huda aisya ila afdal taha azfar erni fudin wan]
pics are everywhere..
on my multiply, fasha/huda's facebook..
(:

it's really amazing, how much a walk and a talk could clear so much up.
thanks alot to 'i can't shut up and have to say the truth' moments..
aniways, to azwani: "don't run away anymore.. don't hold back.. just like old times, babe.."

i guess, it still hurts.
to see things INFRONT of my eyes.
ohwell.
how ironic that i still want your arms wrapped around me..
issh. i guess im just that stupid&hopeless, afterall.
bodoh.
yes yes.
i know, i know.
i do tell myself, move on, BITCH!
i guess it doesn't work at hopeless moments like this.
i feel like bashing myself up.
i wonder how that works...
hahaha..

come come fishy fishy..
thks fasha for being my support at that painful second. (:
and ended up with me supporting u back the next second.
me over my hopeless love life..
u over your endless worries of results..
but really thanks ALOT.
hahaha..

aniways, poly final semester results are out.
good and bad.
but still, gpa still dropped.
momma not happy.
that's considered horrible enough.
thanks so much to my major project.
i shall kirim salam to ntu application then.. adui.
but can i just have a tiny chance still?
tiny tiny lil bitty..
pls.
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@12:29 PM

Sappy. and just seconds ago..
sappy just told me that he JUST only started watching the Harry Potter Movie Series..
and he liked it.
gee..

what more other cute adorable news can they surprise me with?
hehe.
(:
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@2:43 AM

C150. linny is learning to bake & knit?!! O.O~
and he's doing final touches to his cake in the wee morning at 2.30am?!
....
i wonder what sappy, ad, and the rest learnt?
seriously seriously, how long did i not met up with these dudes??
awww.. i miss them much.
hahaha..

wonder what may bh ran phy been up to.. mm..
miss my class..
miss C150.
awwww.
i know.
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@2:27 AM

Wishlist. i finally came up with a wishlist. (:
things that i really really want to buy, just waiting for the money&time.




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@12:42 AM

Update. im lazy to update the past few days.

for pictures, go to http://dustyllia.multiply.com (:
let the pictures tell the story. hoho~

cheers.
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@11:58 PM

SAF. 01March09

went out with ry&sis.
ngee ann city for the SAF event.
was practically kicked out of the house by ma to go the event.
hahaha..

went into wisma and had a couple of pit-stops.
(:

home.
treated family to pizza since i got my unexpected pay yesterday.
yummy yummy.
burp!











happy happy happy.
(:
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@9:35 PM

Donuts. Rain. 28February09

out to ws, accompanied faizah to meet liyana.
sat at mac and chill.
after meeting liyana and she left, fasha came.
donuts NEXT!

downtown is next stop.
ate donuts.
met aisha at mac.
then fasha me waited for taha wan.

went back to under taha blk.
din fudin joined.
then off we head for bedok corner.
guess what?
there was road block after expo area.
why?
a petrol oil tank was toppled over.
and oil was all over the ground.
scary or what.

so we detoured.
but the rain caught up to us faster than we could reach bedok area.
we had to stopped at a bus stop and wait.
fasha's skirt was drenched.
with her wearing taha's jacket, she look so kampung girl.
hahaha. so cute.
then, fasha turned racer-look later, covered up with taha's rain suit.
gee. freezing cold or what.
din lend me his jacket. awww.
went we successfully reached simpang bedok (changed of venue).
din was sneezing. hahaha. cian dier.

ate to our fill.
had the regular taste of wan's jokes. hahaa..
"peeep! peeep! peeep! arsenal! arsenal!" haha..
then, taha fasha went home.
wan sent me to din's house cause wan going to taha house to watch soccer.
we had a change of clothes.
me din fudin head for ehub to play bowling.
waited n waited n waited for our turn.

i played so horribly.
hahahaha! really bad.
we played 2 games. every turn/round - i never fail to get a "lobang".
but during the second game, i at least got a spare and a strike, but the "lobang" is still there. eek!
it was late, no more bus services. so cabbed home.
(:















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@8:52 PM

Chill. 27February09

supposedly to go huda house to watch "Slumdog Millionaire" with huda&fasha. but a ring-a-ding by din. we ended up at downtown, accompany him eat.

next up, movies. initially the plan was "The Curious Case of Benjamin Button", but it was way in the evening. so, we watched "My Bloody Valentine" (: i loike! Too bad it aint 3D, i'd swear i'd scream if it was. Hahaha.. Din&me was investigating/debating who was the killer throughout the movie. haha.. fasha was concentrating on covering her eyes. aiyo, so adorable one.

then, we head off to fahiq's blk. khai joined us along the way. chill there til late. (:












aww. im proud of my photography.
bwa~
im nuts.
hahaha...
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@8:26 PM