Thank you love for accompanying me and everything all. Staying with me at home for that while, even for that few hrs, it means way too much to me, despite the fact that you're tired and sleep and hot, pespiring way much due to my low fan. Hugs. Appreciate it a lot for the every bit you've done for me. Love you so much.
Chances are i'm using the 2days mc, well, i shall see how if the pain comes back tomorrow.. With nenek at home, i feel very much pampered. Loving this. (:
Seeing you playing the guitar while singing at the yamaha music store.. I don't know. It's amazing. I feel such an overwhelming and an amazing feeling like as though i've fell in love with you over again. Wow. My dearest talented love. I love you. I'm very much grateful.
Sadly, i'm trying to do my best.
But still, now i'm on bus 39, on my way to meet love at woodlands and off to work. Despite the looks that it could be raining any time but yet the humidity level high.. I'm wearing 3 layers of clothing. Insane. But feeling this bit unwell, i like to feel nice and warm. Heh.
Anw, during the 2nd night shift which just ended yesterday morning, love's nokia hp start to give way. It's serious gone nuts. Love's been smsing with alien and half written msgs. Haha. Which was funny though. So, that's that. Love got to get a new hp. And since he's been crazy about iphone, iphone it is that we agreed to get for him. After work, much rest at my place, at his place, then in the evening, we head off to vivo starhub. Renewed his starhub mobile contract and got him his brand new iphone. He got me a sony ericsson vivaz. I got him an iphone. Cool. (: Love deserves a good phone. Hugs.
Enjoy, baby.
Love you.
SBS8661R, 1020hours.
This is bullshit. I don't particularly care, i'll drink in the counter when i want to or whatever nots. It's basic human rights. We need to drink even more especially in such a weather to keep or maintain from falling too sick. Unlike the commander enjoying behind the desk, doing whatever he wants and however he wants, enforcing rules without knowing how counter work is like at all. Just dumb. I have so much of angst about the stupidity, we, ground officers have to face thanks to the very much knowledgeable yet no-welfare woodlands commander. And he's not even pure Singaporean. Pfft. But, i'll leave to pour out more of my angst on written words on blog another time, i guess.
Anw, rest well, love. His cough is simply getting worse. Hais. Worried.
Tummy aching. It's been weeks. Ugh.
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And it's mothers' day. Happy Mother's Day. Thank you, mothers.
We'll get new meds k, love? Hugs.
Love you so much, dear.
Only you.
1832hrs
I'm now on the way with love and his mom to pick keys for his long-awaited bike, x1r. We were at pasir ris park hdb rental bangalow, which love's mom rented for the week as his two indonesian relatives, teen boys were in town, as in visiting singapore for a couple of weeks. Coolness.
Just now in noon, we went downtown east and watched iron man 2, which was uber cool. The technology was superb, fantastic, amazing, wooowww.. I like. Such great technology is really inspiring, not impossible though.. Still, wow. I'm awed. Still awed.
After we got back to bangalow, while waiting for love's mom and the others to be back with food, we played with bubbles and oldie-classic styrofoam planes. Feeling so kiddy and giggly. Hee. Fun. Wee.. (:
2100hrs
At home now. Love just sent me home. I feel like crying. Hais. I feel like you will never trust me enough to make my own decision, letting me deal with my own consequences. I'm grown up and i can think for myself, thank you very much. The things i do, what i do, why i do it, how i do it, it's something you might never understand or open up to try to understand. Either or, i feel caged up. I'm tired. At times, i just really don't want to care. Cause it's bullshit. Sorry for the language, i'm just letting it out. Hais..
1300hrs
Damn! The weather is a scorching killer. It's at the peak noon and so is the sun. Burnn.. And where's my bus 39.. Please come soon, i'm melting. Haha..
Mm.. Now blogging has been easier. I'm updating my notes and load it to blog any time. Cools. So most likely, my blog will be well updated, i guess. And i just missed my bus 39 while concerntrating on typing this. Ugh..
1005hrs
Well, i'm currently in bus 25, otw to cdc for my ftt. No panic, no anxiety, not much anticipation either. Mm.. Maybe i'm just worried about love. These few days he ain't feeling too good and it got worse last night at work. He starting vomitting such. It's rather painfully to see him like this. Hugs. The entire night he had been coughing badly and even vomitted once. I guess it's good i'm much of a light sleeper. At least i'd be much aware and be there for him as much as i possibly can. In times like this, i want to be the one there with him, for him, taking care of him. It's hard to leave him alone when he's all sick. *sigh* i'm not at my tip top health either.. Flu bug, dry cough and mild headache.. But it's nothing much to worry. Simply could be cure with plenty of water, panadol and loads of love. Haha..
Love, do get well soon. Don't be stubborn and do stay at home and rest til you get better. Hugs. I love you very much, dear.
1050hrs
Alright, i had just finished my ftt, and i passed! first time and i passed. hehe. (: awesome. Next up, tp. Now, i'm otw back to love's hse and accompany him to the doc before i go to work in the afternoon. Poor love. I think he's still asleep since i left him just now. Hugs.
Anw, i dyed my hair about 3days ago, the evening before going for my 2nd night shift, after so long my hair being left undyed and black. Heh. And the turned out color is surprisingly nice and ... Obvious. I was curious about the liese foam dye, so i bought a sweet pink color. And the color was brighter than expected but nice. It's almost the usual hair color i would dye in the past. Finally, dyed hair. (:
1041hrs
Rather feeling blagggh at the moment. I wanted to update my blog, but i got too lazy. Ended up updating my notes on my vivaz, pretending it to be my blog. Oh how i wish that vivaz has an apps to sync my notes to my online blog. Oh well, i pretty sure there is, but i just have to go and find it. One word: moodless. Next word: lazy. Hais...
Just now, initially diba wanted to meet up but in the end we didnt coz both had no destination or motive. So we decided to wait after payday. And how she said was 'We shall ignore each other til payday. So we shall miss each other more..' Heh. I guess we shall wait til then. Haha..
1302hrs
Love, i've changed much of my living lifestyle. For me, for you, for us. I hope you know this.
1329hrs
Now i'm in bus 168, otw to woodlands. Meet up with love and go work together. The weather is seriously wet and cold. It's raining so heavily, time to time with its share of lightnings and thunders. *shivers* I ain't too fond of bright lightnings and loud thunders, scares the nuts out of me. I would just feel like hiding behind someone or something real bad. At home, i'd just curl up in a ball and hide under my blanket, til it sounds safe enough to go out. Really ain't fond of being alone on such scary weather either. *shrugs*