. we live our own lives.
we choose our own paths to walk.
let's respect this, i guess.
only if you respect yourself.
(:

where there's hope, there's always disappointment.
where there's hope, there's always happiness.
there's always more than one.
we decide it.
life.

mm..
i got soo much in mind.
be patient with me.
thank you.
love you.
Pretty much blissful & happy. ♥
@11:58 PM

reflection. so much thoughts in mind.
give me time to digest this.
do support me.
Pretty much blissful & happy. ♥
@11:27 PM

Graduated.
finally.
i've completed my polytechnic studies.
with a Diploma in Cyber & Digital Security.

congrats to all who graduated and will be graduating from TP.
you'd be missed tons. (:

thank you, momma & daddy for supporting me all the way through.
superbly grateful & love you both so much (:

now, i ain't sure where to go next.
another chapter closed.
a new dilemma begins.
hahaha..
Pretty much blissful & happy. ♥
@9:24 PM

Thank You All. thank you all who wished me.
happy birthday.
i guess thats the end of the starting with '1' age.
unless i manage through to 100.
which somehow i rather not.
hahaha.
unless i turned into a vampire or something.
hahaha. ok, crap.

ok, here goes.
sorry, i feel very thank you-e.
so it's like im reading out a long list of dedications.
haha.

thank you so much to my family.
momma daddy adik izzat nenekies. (:
they are my blessings brought down by heaven.
i love them very much.
and they love me crazily too, i know.
hahaha.

thank you to everyone.
thank you for the wishes.
thank you for remembering.
either by sms, msn, calls or facebook. (:
joti fiqah ery ida wani fasha huda dibah abid din faizah
shila jas zainab erni megat ain aisha randall afdal saliha nisah sakinah sunny binghui azfar fudin yan.
and more..
i'm sorry if it's not stated.
forgive my short term memory.
hehs.

the bold ones are very special people to me, okay.
i sayang them many many, okay!
they are irreplaceable no matter what.
we've been through alot.
together and individually.
somehow we made it through the years.
memories memories memories.
regardless primary school, secondary school, or a lifetime.
and eventually we'll walk different paths.
but it's the thoughts and intentions that matters.
i'll never forget you bunch of crazy people.
*unless i got memory loss due to some concussion or something*
love you all.
hehes.
Pretty much blissful & happy. ♥
@10:59 AM

Thank You. thank you for spending time with me.
thank you for the wonderful memories.
thank you for the wishes.
thank you everyone.

thank you for the 15mins.
thank you for chatting with me, sitting by the curb, outside your work place.
thank you for wishing me at the right timing, 3am.
thank you for actually stopping by under my block just to wish me.
thank you for risking your work time for this.
even if i didn't have time to see you under my block.
the thought touched me much.
thank you dear.
(:

more thank you(s) to many more people later.
going out for lunch date with family.
(:
Pretty much blissful & happy. ♥
@12:57 PM

Pissed. now.
im desperate.
and fucking pissed as hell.
):
Pretty much blissful & happy. ♥
@12:16 AM

Random. cleared some doubts with him.
mm..

anyways.
today went polyclinic with fasha.
then 'shop&save'.
random idea by fasha.
"jom! buat pizza"
which was super random.
bought the ingredients.
home was next, to nap nap.

in the evening.
fasha huda faizah came by my place.
after faizah's korean drama.
we started on our mission.
pizza making.
which was a success (:
it was niceee~
i loike.

shared some with family.
and also, taha azfar ake fi.
din ahiq wan went mia.
as suspected, takraw.
too bad~

i think his prepaid finished.
wanted to share some pizza with him.
can't contact him.
too bad.
alkesahh~

oh and yes, afdal.
all the best for your practical 8.
mm..
Pretty much blissful & happy. ♥
@11:01 PM

i'm true to my words and feelings.
are you?
cause at the very moment.
i feel very insecure.
very.

yesterday.
ngee ann poly.
for diba's graduation.
with mak & pak long. (:
night at elias mac with huda.

today went 2 polytechnics.
ngee ann poly.
with wani to ery's graduation, along with abg rahman's.
inclusive of a free crazy car ride to poly.
next, nanyang poly.
wa. exploring nanyang poly.
can go shopping la purleeaassee.
today feels like poly-hopping.
without the other 3polys thou.

congratulations to the NP Graduands (:
specifically to diba, ry, abg rahman, abg shah..

thanks diba&wani,
for the great speculations.
*suspicious*
stoppit la eh.
hahaa..

tmr, first thing: polyclinic!
ugh.

i'm tired.

to fasha:
lock your private entries.
later got stalker reading.
since now he bookmarked our blogs.
hahahaa!
hehes. kidding la eh, yang terase.
bwa~
Pretty much blissful & happy. ♥
@10:34 PM

Rejected. okay.
rejection letter has finally arrived.
im officially rejected by NTU.
):

need to find a proper job now.
haish.
Pretty much blissful & happy. ♥
@12:40 AM

(: yesterday.

even for just that short moment.
your smile really made my day.
(:

oh.
i waited and waited.
for your dearest call.
until i ended up falling asleep.

p/s:
people, don't tell me "i will call you back" if you're not going to.
cause i have a habit of actually waiting for the call.
-________________-"
1. i will wait and wait.
2. i get irritated.
3. i get worried.

aiyer.
take care.

not forgetting.


Pretty much blissful & happy. ♥
@12:07 PM

perangai pokari. fasha&me had a taste of pokari sweat yesterday.
then.
this came about...
"perangai pokari.
perangai mabok abeh jawapan semua irritating" - fasha.
hahaha.

you can get a pokari sweat at any korean stores.
i think ntuc got sell also. hahaa. try it.
a drink that gets you drunk.
without being drunk.
no alcohol included.
after that, makes you sleepy.
it gives weird effects.
hahahahaha..

i am happy (:
thank you.
Pretty much blissful & happy. ♥
@4:25 PM

20.
Pretty much blissful & happy. ♥
@11:38 PM

): one by one.
i feel that my heart,
my feelings is being played for.

i'm sorry that i'm annoying.

couldn't go back to sleep.
worried as i can ever be.
):

working at sentosa later.
ohwell.
Pretty much blissful & happy. ♥
@11:18 AM

Clear. there's nothing between me and him. ben.
it just pissed me off.
that he's not all faithful to the girlfriend.
i mean.
how would the girlfriend feel is she knew?
dang~!
i won't want to be her in that situation.
eeee-ouch!

plus.
im crushing on another. abid.
but.
that'd be something unknown at present.
ohwell.

to fasha, sorry. ):
Pretty much blissful & happy. ♥
@12:22 PM