i love you. despite you saying you are afraid.
that i might leave you.
but for me.
it's simply hard to keep myself away from you.
simply cause i love you.

sometimes i am very afraid.
that you might give up & leave me.
for the stupid mistakes i keep on doing.
to accidentally upset and disappoint you.

thank you for everything.
really, everything.
Pretty much blissful & happy. ♥
@1:43 PM

main team. today is the end of my mon-sat permanent aftnn.
and the start of shift work once again.
today - second night shift.
tmr - off!
syg also off tmr. i like!
((:

supposedly to return back to main team c.
but somehow, i got changed into main team d.
very weird.
i won't complain so much. *winks*
aiya, sad uh fasha.
or not, can work with you.
i miss members team c.
gereks.
ohwell.
team d pun team d.
team d pun a-okay.
another layback and gerek bunch of peoples.
(:
anything goes, so long as not team b.
da cukup.
hee.

anw, i love my boyfriend so much cann?
love him super super much much.
muacks!
people all say its honeymoon period.
well, i don't want it to end.
lalalala~
hee.

wani! where you le...
fasha, cm ne ni.. susah kite nk jumpee.. i knw you miss me~ hahaha!

and this mth, i shall be short of money.
somehow.. i super overspent last month's pay.
boooo~!

if you want to continue,
go ahead.
who am i to you to stop you.
sometimes.
i'm just too tired for you.
cause it's all the same.
over and over again.
somehow.
you're stubborn.
and you never learn.
i want the best for you.
but i can't help you.
if you don't help yourself.
hais.

ok, im so need to get back my shift work mindset.
night shift tonight!
woooo~
Pretty much blissful & happy. ♥
@10:51 AM