challenges. most of the times in life.
what we like&want in life. is not exactly the right thing to do.
according to the books. it's not all satisfying.
it's always a challenge.

i hate the feeling of being pressured.
time and time again, this happens.
trust me, it sucks.

do i have to always bow down to the righteous in life.
yet go against what my heart&mind tells me to do.

my words. what i have to say. what i think.
does it hold any importance?

in this world, we are not alone facing problems.
everyone has problems. regardless, big&small or large&tiny.

baby, i hope we can get through it all. til the time comes.
together.

and pls, i have enough of crappy behaviours.
im tired of non-logical attention.

patience is a virtue. silence is a torture. bla~

now now, let go with the flow~
let's try to sit back and relax~
Pretty much blissful & happy. ♥
@12:29 PM

):
facebook is down at the moment. bla~

and sayangku is sick with fever.
doubt he is awake now. hais.
worry worry worry worry.
hope he really gets well soon.
somehow i feel like its my fault.
that he lacks of sleep til he fall sick.
):
Pretty much blissful & happy. ♥
@10:14 AM

bla~ stupid behavior ticks me off.
stupid passengers.
bla~

childish.

december's coming.
here comes the crowd.
there goes our break-time.
hahaha.

bro's in thailand.
so cool. im jealous.

hope you'd be posted into same main team. hee. (:

i want go on holiday can? jom!

sayang - i love you. ♥
fasha - hari raya haji or what. smgt bekerje yer. sampai lupa. haha!
joti&fiqah - all the best for your exams! woo..
airul - where are you, bro?
Pretty much blissful & happy. ♥
@2:18 PM

You.
i don't need a fairytale love story.
i don't want a handsome prince charming.
cause i got you.
reality works wonders.
i love you, dear. (:
Pretty much blissful & happy. ♥
@11:11 AM

(:
woo. driving lesson.
first prac. i drove a car la sey!

through the trees.. i will find you.. hee.

yesterday saw fasha at work. happy&excited or what!

boy, i love you.
if it's all within my will, i will change for you.
all i ask for is time&patience.
which you never fail to give.
♥

i don't knw what more to say.
i am disappointed in you.
but what the heck, your life.
you live it the way you want to.

i can't wait to meet the babes.
for once. its all laidback&lepak at coffeeshop.
save duit sikit. hee.

now, waiting for dibah.
she with her friends.
going for dinner. mmm...
Pretty much blissful & happy. ♥
@4:03 PM

Mood Swing. yesterday was pms day.
seriously.
i was cranky.
i was restless.
i was feeling so horrible.
i was crying for no reason.
tears just keep flowing out.
ugh.
horrible.

but felt much better at work.
night shift.
zzzzzzz..
i was seriously dying to sleep at the counters.
even if it was busy with motors.
two things ran in my mind while i was dying to keep myself awake.
one - where is my relief tango? i need a break!
two - sun, pls come up faster. at least i'd be less sleepy with the sun up.
dozing off.

another night shift tonight.
ok, set go!

baby, you are more than words.
you are everything.

p/s: dengar2 downgrade motor to rxz, rxz ada yang 1000cc ka pe. bla~ heh.
Pretty much blissful & happy. ♥
@2:24 PM

law. great.
law exam.
to all ica peeps taking their law exams.
all the best&good luck.

tmr is mine.
and i have yet to study.
well, now im rushing to absorb as much.
this immigration act.
that customs act.
act here. act there. blablabla.
ohwell.
come what may.
Pretty much blissful & happy. ♥
@11:24 AM

i deserve it. im at fault.
im in the wrong.
i deserve the treatment.
despite the heartache&pain.
i totally deserve it.
for upsetting you.
until you really don't want to care anymore.
hais.

im very sorry.
Pretty much blissful & happy. ♥
@11:22 AM

sunday date. after night shift.
got my sleep sleep. and could go on sleeping.
if sis did not wake me up la. but good thing she did.
i got a date! weee~

fish spa. nice experience but.. so geli. *shivers* hahaha..
"bad fishy.. i nvr do anything to them but they bite me.."
and sayang seems to be enjoying.
my every reaction to the fishy. hmph.
food&walk2 around..

ended the night with a wow. hehe.
i enjoyed my date. no matter what.
got a little hurt by his words, but it is partially true.
so.. life goes on. (:
i love him.
Pretty much blissful & happy. ♥
@11:57 AM

not so good night. where do we draw the limit of jealousy?
where is the limit of being over-friendly?
and where does trust stand?
do share.

night shift started a-okay.
wasn't much tired nor sleepy.
but yet it ended quite disastrous.
ugh. im so careless. horrible.
):

another round of night shift tonight.
hopefully, it'd be better.
well, it has to be. hais.

btw, i do like my job. but whatever la.

i really miss members team c.
especially dearest edna. but what to do.
just try make new friends. not my strongest point thou.
ohwell. (:

in a relationship, as it grows, there's always the ups&downs.
from there, we slowly learn each other's characters&flaws.
one point to take note. *scribbles on notebook*
not every partner is the same as the previous ones.
do point out my flaws, i will willingly accept.
if i could, i would gladly change for the better.
try not to be mistaken that my silence of your words,
to be dislike/disagreement/retaliation.
thou my silence and tone might change, it could just mean im just speechless.
i will not agrue back if i am truly in the wrong.
if i do have a point to straighten out, i will say it.
but only after your every word is done being said.
for every words of my partner, i truly take in&remember.
for it all means a lot to me.
despite it being good, flattering, nice, bad, hurtful, bitter words.
your every opinion matters.
i respect my partner.
i love my partner.
i love you.

wa wa, fasha da open counter sey. fweewit!
all the best.
hope you'd be more careful with your work.
don't be careless like me. ):

huda huda.. tsk tsk tsk~

dont be quick to judge.
Pretty much blissful & happy. ♥
@2:20 PM

facts. "People always think that the most painful thing is losing the one you love in your life.
The truth is, the most painful thing is losing yourself in the process
of loving someone too much, forgetting that you are special too."

-from fee's blog.
Pretty much blissful & happy. ♥
@2:18 PM

mm.. [edited] girls do get jealous.
quite easily.
and sometimes, quite nasty at that.
horrible.
eek.

i love him so very much.
and at this moment.
i promise myself not to repeat the mistakes of his old lovers.
that was to let him go.
course unlike them, i don't want to be stupid and regret it later.
course i know how special and loving and sincere he is with his love.

and girls, dont come back saying i miss you la.
im sorry la, i miss you la.
bla bla bla la.
back off.
sorry girls, your stupid dumb mistake.
now MOVE ON.
move on with your life.
course he already did.
with me.

btw.
sayang if jealous.
fuyooo.
it's cute.
but seriously, fuyooo.

alright, today or more like tonight.
another round of my zombie-ness.
night shift.
zzzz..
i don't quite get it.
i do get sleep in the afternoon.
but i still get sleepy and super restless at night at work.
aiyo.
i keep telling myself.
deal with it.
heh.

to fasha, do get well soon!
to edna, i miss you la! [and i have no idea if you even knw my blog]
to diba, jom klua! after my exams on 11nov. (:
to joti, how le? the plans?
to sayang, i love you so much! hee. and i only want you.
Pretty much blissful & happy. ♥
@1:59 PM

i am happy. thank you.
i am happy. (:
thank you, sayang, for bringing the great joyness & happiness into my life.
and also, thank you to you for your concern, but i am nonetheless happy now. (:

happy 3 months.
♥♥♥♥♥
how fast time flies.
i love you.
one and only you.
despite the differences in our lifes, i hope we can continue this life together.
give&take. compromise, baby.
i am your baby.
just as you are my big baby. ♥

pfft.
i am not sharing my lover with anyone.
making this clear.
heeeelloooo~!
hahaha..
i hate to imagine another girl hugging or even touching him.
bite bite bite.
ohwell..
keep your distance from my baby.
or else..
i'll eat you up!
hee heee. *evil laughter*

and so it proves that im a restless living zombie during night shifts.
bite me.
ugh.
Pretty much blissful & happy. ♥
@11:08 AM