... huda.
any idea why i have not been talking to you?
any idea why i am upset with you?
ever thought carefully, what happened before this?
ever thought how you talked to me before this?
confronting me over a rumour&some bad stuffs over your "reputation" that i know nothing about? about your number being passed around. like how the hell i know. bombarding me like a bull. accusing here & there. next thing you said was "sorry i'm busy. i need to get back to work". wtf. seriously. had your say. treat me like some thing to let out your anger that i fucking dont know about. did you know, i was late for work just to listen to you on that day. to think that i thought you would at least apologize for such a treatment. but no la, you're innocent, right? so, next day, happy happy talk about meeting a guy.
pretend like nothing happen.
pretend like normal.
no apologies for the way you treated me.
come & go as you pleased to vent your anger.
you came attacked me with qns. then disappeared.
you think i am happy about that?
you think i have no right to be upset?
oh wait, maybe to you, i don't, who am i afterall.
but you know what,
i strongly think i do have a right to be upset.
and you think its about a bunch of rumours?
please, no time.
and i don't entertain childish rumours.
whatever the rumours are.
should have known better. ohwell.
apparently, i still don't know whats this rumours is all about also.

and damn, i felt damn insulted when you treated me like that.
but to you, hey, i guess you did nothing wrong.

let me be straight like how i always am.
i advised you. like i had always said.
you want, you can take it or leave it.
i told you, your life.
very much, do as you like.
and i have always been fine with it.
cause it's your life.
seriously, i got my own life to handle.
why bother intruding and shaping yours.
you are big and can think for yourself.
i only had advised as a friend.
but, ohwell. you talked as you pleased anyways.
enjoy your life, cause i know you are enjoying living it.
good that your life is interesting.
and that you are enjoying it.
but, get this straight.
don't assume.
"friends don't leave friends." that is childish talk.

i said this before, i am always frank.
if i know you are wrong, i tell you.
you want to accept it or not.
your problem.
i don't lie to make you feel good in life.
i wanted you to feel good just by feeling good, no lies.
but craps & shits happens.
welcome to reality.

respect?
mirror?
insulting?
stab in the back?
hurts?
mm...

differently, i don't define friends the way you do.
Pretty much blissful & happy. ♥
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