[vivaz] in pain. At the moment, the only most excrutiating painful part of braces is the tooth extractions. My experience. I really ain't too fond of injections, what more dental injections due to past dental operation incident. So much so... Regret regret. Regret pushing love out of the room, pretending i am that strong, pushing him away when he wanted to physically be there to support me. Dumb move as it was too painful. Really much. Cried so much, the nurses and doctor had to sayang sayang and hush hush me to calm me down. Once the numb is gone, the pain comes back. At the moment, painkillers are a must. And the bleeding just simply don't want to end. Haizz. Well, it's something i have to go through with, all the way i shall go then.

Thank you love for accompanying me and everything all. Staying with me at home for that while, even for that few hrs, it means way too much to me, despite the fact that you're tired and sleep and hot, pespiring way much due to my low fan. Hugs. Appreciate it a lot for the every bit you've done for me. Love you so much.

Chances are i'm using the 2days mc, well, i shall see how if the pain comes back tomorrow.. With nenek at home, i feel very much pampered. Loving this. (:

Pretty much blissful & happy. ♥
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