Random Ramblings.
RANDOM 1:
what are expectations?
why do one expect things?

by nature, why do one expect things from others yet knowing of chances of one being let down is available. and how one actually end up in a position of disappointment and sadness, at times to an extend of tears. then so, one wonder a million thoughts from the start to the end, wondering what was the problem, what was the cause, what made the mess, what why how who. then, one end up blaming, and blaming one's self, blaming here and there, yet the situation made no progress. in the end, nothing changes and yet the thoughts keep running on and on endlessly. only waiting sleep to take over the thoughts away momentarily until the next moment one's mind starts to think again.

these questions that ended up unanswered no matter how one try to find a solution to it. this is the questions of life. it simply goes round and round and round endlessly.

throughout everyone's entire journey in life, similar incidents happen and causes one to have a stir in emotions from happiness to sadness, from anger to jealousy and more emotions that even one cant name so.

personally, this is such a normal thing is life. this is a slice of life. this is inevitable no matter what. but yet, somehow this is what makes us stronger. this is what will give us strength and will to go on with life. this is what that ends up shaping us into the people we are. and i think this is something i will never understand fully, but who will, only god knows.

the roller coasters of life.

RANDOM 2:
the precious memories of us.
the time we spent together.
may it be so little and small.
it meant all too much.
all i know it is not nothing.
all i know it meant something.
for the scenes came replaying.
on and on, on my mind.
and it'd only end up with you.
with you in my mind.
how willful and how selfish i am.
how sinful and how wishful it is.
how i wish it could continue.
how i wish it hold a meaning.
how i wish all so many wishes.
to stop my mind from wondering.
to silence my endless questions.

you make me go crazy.
you make me think of you.
you sealed yourself in my mind.
you locked yourself in my heart.
all i want is you holding me once more.
yet you drift yourself far away.
so far i couldn't reach.
is that your final say.
is that your answer.

im already in denial.
only you could.
save me.
tell me how you feel.

[imysm]
Pretty much blissful & happy. ♥
@11:34 PM